It is a huge area of temptation in my life to look ahead to changes that I see on the horizon and to immediately decide what the worst possible outcome of that change is and then assume that that is what WILL happen. I run down the path of graceless imagined fears. This leads to so much lack of joy and distraction from what God has called me to today. However, The Spirit has been reminding me so sweetly lately that every change He has ever brought into my life, be it nursing school, marriage, moving to a new house, has always (without fail!) been fully more wonderful then I ever expected. None of the things I feared in those situations came to pass. He has always been faithful!
I want to honor my Saviour by trusting Him for the future and leaving it in the future. I know that should He allow trial and suffering to befall us (as I am sure one day it will) His grace will sustain me then....but it cannot do so now. Oh, to live fully in the beautiful grace of TODAY!